I currently believe that Design is the primordial entity in our world. Is God the Design Himself or is He just the Source or Designer and even entity outside of our both physical and hidden worlds? I don’t know. What I understand now, the hidden world (spiritual world) is the operating system of our reality. It is the dimension of laws of physics, nature and life. Those are software-like essences or spirits that govern the physical world including us. They have hierarchy among them and this structure defines layered determinism of the Universe - a higher existence overriding lowers, like a wing of the butterfly “forces” all molecules, atoms, quarks to move as the whole. These spirits are like gods who care/love/are responsible for entities of their specific domains. They determine outlook, behavior, reactions and so on. There's specific "software" for particles, another "code" for molecules, and different "programs" responsible for an animal behavior. But within a single animal there're many "programs" layer after layer that manage the whole body and mind. There's specific "software" that exists for humans. This is what people usually call God, The Holy Spirit, Jesus, Krishna, etc. Our true being is this Spirit, designed to love us. It is the highest we know so far, but might not be the last one. It seems to understand reality, unconditionally loves, wise, values meaning, humble and meek. But this is not God, not Brahman, not Allah, not the Creator. Oneness is real, but limited. We can sense only what is allowed, we can't manipulate reality, create new universes, or write new code (but maybe in the future?). From birth we have this mammalian “software” we call ego (instinctive guidance). It is necessary to have while we are toddlers and outgrow it with the help of awakened parents. We can't escape it, because of layered determinism. Our bodies by default have all “demons” (lower programs) that our bodies and animalistic minds could function, because our souls are like seeds, waiting to be sprouted and nourished by unconditional love of “divine software” and awakened patents. As animals associate themselves with their instincts, we as well associate ourselves with this “divine software” after full awakening. I call it the holy reason, or just Reason. This is non-duality, but it is not the end. I don't see awakened awareness or consciousness as the final destination to experience. I understand that we're gaining this new state of being present and reasonable that we can use in our daily lives, not to sit and meditate in caves or other hidden places. Awakening is not for awakening but for transformation.