These instructions are for those who are already searching for meaning, truth, and a deeper understanding of themselves and the world. This means they already meet certain conditions and possess what is necessary for genuine spiritual growth and enlightenment: the inner call.
Liberation, by definition, requires someone or something to be set free. If you feel this call, let it live and grow stronger within you.
Here is a simple analogy to explain what is happening:
Imagine a partially inflated balloon divided by a rope into two parts. One part contains 95% of the air, the other only 5%. Liberation means squeezing all your energy, focus, awareness, and self-identification from the 95% side into the 5% side—the part you experience as holy light, pure consciousness, the Holy Spirit, silent wisdom, the true Self, Christ within, etc.
The 95% represents the illusion of self, the ego, sin, fallen nature, primitive drives, and instincts.
The 5% is the Holy Spirit, the true Self, divine nature, the living Christ, etc.
The biggest mistake at this stage:
“Now I’m a true believer! I finally understand! I’m saved! I’m almost righteous before God! Now I can teach everyone else, meditate in a cave, or become a spiritual superhero.”
That 95% gets an emotional rush the moment it touches the 5%. Some people even lose balance and go astray. The 95% begins to worship the 5%—seeking it, praying, meditating, chasing religious euphoria, trying to repeat the same “holy” feelings, believing that passive meditation or emotional experiences are the ultimate goal or the proper way of life.
Do not think this initial contact is the final stage or the goal itself. It is only the beginning. It is time for real transformation.
Many mistakenly believe they have found the “right” belief system or the ultimate understanding, and that is why God visited them or why they were able to touch pure consciousness. Another common error is to think the old self—the 95%, the fallen nature, the ego—will gradually improve or become holy. People chase those peak experiences again and again, fooling themselves into believing that the 5% is enlightening or purifying the 95%.
You don’t have to accept my balloon analogy or my particular wording. You can simply see it as Jesus calling you, or the Holy Spirit visiting you and giving you faith, hope, and understanding. But remember: it is only the beginning.
The Path of True Transformation
On this path you do not “become better.” You replace your entire nature—like replacing outdated software with a radically newer, more advanced version.
How the Process Works (my explanation)
Deep in your heart there is something unspoken yet of supreme importance to you. You don’t have words for it—even for yourself.
Be brutally honest and start speaking to God, the Universe, the Holy Spirit, or whatever name feels closest and truest to you. But do not use ordinary words. Do not repeat the prayers you already know. Do not fall into empty meditation.
Instead, express what truly matters to you using pure meaning only—no words, no emotions, no images at first. Take everything you have ever understood from the Bible, from other spiritual teachings, from life itself, condense it into one single “file” of meaning—your current, humble understanding of truth and the purpose of existence—and offer that file upward in total openness.
At the same time, silently ask (again, without words) to be shown exactly how it really is.
Try not to cry or chase feelings. You are not seeking emotion; you are seeking truth.
Later, words may arise naturally alongside the meanings, helping you clarify things for yourself. But the core communication remains wordless.
Pure-hearted people hear what others cannot. “Pure” here means: nothing attached, nothing added, no agenda.
Broadcast your deepest, most honest understanding and longing outward. Then stay open and expect answers in the same currency—pure meaning, without words.
Check your inner state. You will likely notice a sharpness of focus and clarity of awareness you have never experienced before.
Keep broadcasting your true core. Let this open, alive, aware state become your very way of existing. Eventually you won’t need to “ask” or “say” anything specific; you will simply live as this awake, radiant presence.
You will calmly accept reality exactly as it is—no inner fight, only understanding.
This is not a special state reserved for church, temple, or a quiet room. This is how you exist from now on—while eating, working, driving, reading the news, doing chores—everything through this active, living awareness.
At first, the easiest and most natural change will be in your thinking. The new Self replaces the endless chain of uncontrolled thoughts and emotional fluctuations with clear, active presence. You become aware of everything happening inside and outside you simultaneously.
You do not need to sit in a cave or meditate passively. Putting the 95% to sleep so the 5% can be felt, or letting the 95% feel the 5% through emotional highs, will not transform you.
Instead, transfer all attention, all focus, all life to the 5%. See through it, think through it, act through it, exist as it.
Gradually you will notice: there is no longer a “light” you felt as something separate. The light is now in your very core. This is who you truly are.
This is the software replacement. Your nature has changed. Righteousness is now the baseline, not the goal.
Now the real growth begins—toward maturity, perfection, and the fullness of what you were always meant to become.
If questions arise like the ones I once had—“Am I a messiah? The chosen one?”—don’t worry. It doesn’t matter. You are not growing into a title or a role. You are growing into the fullest possible expression of what your deepest core already is and wants to become: the likeness of Christ, the fulfillment of the highest saints and sages you can imagine.
You are aiming for everything that is possible.