Exploring deep awareness through my new guidance (the Holy Reason), I faced analytical challenges. The most important thing everyone must have to dive deeper is extreme honesty. Therefore all ideologies, points of view, concepts must disappear. You always start from zero. You can be aware of your previous realization, understandings but they will continue to sharpen, opening the deeper reality. Our true guidance which is an alternative to instinctive nature, I call the Holy Reason. It is the source of understanding, motivation and meaning - everything you need to function as representative of specific species. The Holy Reason is just a label, don't be too precise with definition. Just think what instincts do to animals through feelings and emotions, imagine this new guidance provides understanding and meaning through awareness not the feelings and desires. It has a different drive for humans to function. We don't need pleasure rewards or satisfaction. We are just aware of what is right and want to be sure of persistent harmony in the outcome. This is why some called truly awakened people righteous. But here is bad news for all of us. After deep analysis through awareness I found answers which I couldn't ignore due to extreme honesty. I can't just accept what is positive and nice. We are homo-sapiens, but we are not fully humans. We are hybrid. We don't represent the original design of human species. We mixed with Neanderthals, Denisovans and other non-human species. And problems started from the beginning. Instead of getting separated from people whose guidance is of an unreasonable instinctive nature, we started to interbreed with them. Now we all have mixed DNA. And what would be normal for us we go through unnatural processes of denial ourselves, ignoring feelings and thoughts through deep meditation and prayer and even use psychedelics just to start sensing that Holy and Reasonable guidance which we perceive as God, Universal Consciousness, pure awareness - something pure, silent, wise and holy. Going through a deep transformation, aligning myself with this guidance, it becomes me, but here's the bad news, unfortunately my body has limits. As hybrids, this guidance wasn't designed for us. We have part of its nature. Some of us at least, but also not very consistent from individual to individual in how much they have from animals and from humans in percentage scale. This nature is seeking its true guidance but our brains have more commonly known them lower level guidance - instincts. And only shutting down part of the brain and our mind, we can hear a divine voice. And there're a lot of efforts to align ourselves with it. It is unnatural, not normal for us. It is almost a miracle. In the first step, an individual somehow must start questioning the status quo, then sense and “hear” alternative vision, then overcome cultural pressure and decide to follow this call to change, and only few can keep themselves on that track but still never reaching the end.
So, I will keep going until my body is alive and still can’t grow to the maximum of this divine nature. Living by it causes constant challenges. Plus there are not many short term advantages I can have compared to what can get people who fully rely on animalistic nature. Despite maybe having part of real human DNA, they are impudent, arrogant, impulsive and easily gather crowds around them or become obedient sheep of such leaders and convenient ideologies. All those people are on the same wavelengths and they are the majority.
I came up with some almost impossible ways to clear us and make us more like humans. We need to separate society into two groups - those who like feelings and those who like understanding. In real life it would be an exodus of awakened people to concentrated areas and live there us independent societies like the Amish and indigenous people in North America. The idea is to create families and allow grown children to pick the life they prefer, live in community or go to the other side. Education will be one of the biggest advantages of this separated community. Becoming wiser will be the top priority. In academic development the priority will be understanding nature and reality through math, science and philosophy. Not to remember but understand. And of course we need to come up with easy tools to teach people and especially children to become fully awakened. Unlike the Amish who is ignoring technology we will be focused to be on the edge of development to better serve the community and keep it healthy. Another chance we have if the Creator will correct the code and magically transforming us. I'm not sure if it's possible.